Plain and Simple..

:)

2009-01-20T16:50:00.005+08:00

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2009-01-16T21:33:00.004+08:00

Nowadays i have nothing much to blog about. Nothing much really happens in my life ever.. See how boring it is? haha.. Okay maybe not that all boring. But aside the trainings, and the usual friends whom i hang out with, I feel that there's still something missing here.
Have you ever had the feeling of having nothing to do? Yea i'm having that now. That's why this post exists.. I even resorted to reading Shakespeare online.. Lol.. K there was this one movie which i watched quite a long time ago, I think it's called Romeo & Juliet Modern adaptation...

Yea this is the cover of the DVD..

Oh and here's Claire Danes(Juliet) in angel wings.

Yup. So i would normally end off with a short poem. Though i'm not really good at it, but i am trying :)

okay maybe not this time :)

Time to update!

2009-01-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

Happy new year! It's 2009 and it is a new year :) Next up would be updates on canoe chalet, Siloso beach party and of course other random stuff..

K first up, Canoe Chalet!
It started on the 31st of December and ended on the 2nd of Jan 2009.. So we celebrated the new year during the chalet. But of course some of us when for the Siloso beach party where most of us broke out of our usual moulds and danced the night away.. There was the foam party and the dunking machine, airbrush tattoo, and of course drinks.. But we didnt buy any drinks, we were smarter to drink before the party with the vodka we brought to the chalet :) K i know i refused to drink, but it was really so that i could watch out for the rest. But i still managed to have fun throughout the whole night.
The rest of the time we spent after coming back from the party was to sleep! Sadly i did not take any pictures so i can't upload any photos.. :( Oh well!

K next up would be random stuff..
I have taken a strong interest in piano.. I don't know why. I specially liked the soundtrack from the movie Twilight.. K for those who don't know about Twilight, i would upload images of the movie to prove that it is not scary! haha Yes Eunice i'm trying to prove that to you.. :D

Oh yea where was i, Ahh.. The track which i'm fascinated with is called River flows in you by Yiruma and also the other piano piece Bella's Lullaby by Carter Burwell.
I desperately need to lay my hands on a piano now. The little keyboard i have at home just doesn't cut it.. :D

K so here's a picture from the movie Twilight..

Well I'll just end off with a few lines.. (k maybe not just a few).. :)

I may be wrong about this feeling, you gave me new hope.
Hope that i never had felt before, But you, you made me feel it.
I don't want to lose you, like i lost you before, so i'm trying to play it right.
One phone call, one text message made a difference, one chance is all i get.
Whether or not i make it i won't know, but if you are feeling the same way,
Please let me know..
You're afraid, i know. I'm afraid too..
We all have fears, Your deepest fears,
the harshest realities in life you encounter, all these i want to face with you.
Look toward the future, the past is behind us now.
What we want, we can make. Without the ghost of the past lingering around us.
We just have to look to each other for hope.
For when there's hope, there's a will,
when there's a will, there's a way..

(I swear, this is totally random! It's not directed to anyone...)

Pol-ite

2008-12-08T16:13:00.001+08:00

K. Been busy lately so yea, here're some updates. The race of the year is finally over. For the team, i think we did well. For me, it being my first race, i guess it wasn't so much of a win situation. I must say that Kenneth my k2 partner did put in alot of effort to get the boat going. We tried hard but in the end we didn't make it into the finals. On the plus side, our timing did improve, so what i feel is that although we didn't make it, we tried. Oh yea, besides the k2 event, there was also the k4 event where Tomi had to paddle without a seat. I'm sure it must have hurt like !@#$, with the screw sticking up your ass. :D We did it! We got second and of course some may say it is a sure win, we did try hard enough to balance the boat and not cap....

So, now that the race is over, i must remind myself not to slack and tone down, but keep pushing my limits. If we think it's enough, well, it isn't. So i am compelled to reach out even further, and maybe i would be able to make it the next time.

the brothers

xj and litong

Choun meng doing something funny

and monkey see monkey do.. :D

The K4 crew( Lane 2)

Tongue tied..

2008-10-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

Turn your back, look away,
There is no sweetness,
there is no trust,
there is no warmth in your eyes.

The warmth i once knew,
is nothing but cold now.
Not your eyes,
not your lips.

The appeal of many,
in this single symphony of beauty,
has once captured my heart,
and shattered it then.

Not you, not even you,
can bring me back now,
as i fall so helplessly,
into this dark abyss of misery.
-The angel that left me

Weekend...

2008-10-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Another boring weekend has passed. Been listening to jazz recently and i figure it is quite nice. But i doubt it'll be a long term affair though.. :D Check this place out. It's called Backyard bistro, @ Mackenzie Road. Alight at Little India Station and walk for abt 5 mins. The place is quite secluded giving it a rather cozy and exclusive feel not to mention zen also? Not only drinks, they serve food like sandwiches, and other finger food too! And there is a pool table of which u might be interested in playing a game or 2? The place is for people who want to chillout.

Well, do check out the place if u have the time!

Okay.. I have such a really messed up mind now. If only there was something i could do about it. I think my com is seriously !@#*ed up. It is lagging even as i type now! Maybe it is the space left on the hard disk. Or maybe something else.. Well i should get it down for repair really soon. Hmm.. K.. it is getting really late, like i seriously need to catch up on rest. Pol-ite's in a month plus! Thats damn soon! I can't help but feel really worried about it. My confidence is down, my mood is down as well. Now is there anything that would raise my spirits? If only there was....

I'm not okay ( i swear)..

2008-10-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

K i feel so mentally drained. I admit that i made a mistake, and i am bastard for that. So all i'm asking is for understanding. Certain things cannot be made known to others. Also, i think sometimes, people tend to make mistakes. Yea, So all i can say is sorry. Other than that i guess i don't really have the right to say anything. Apologies may seem insignificant. If only anyone would understand. No they don't, maybe all but one.

At the end of the day, nothing else seems to matter. All that matters
is nothing.

A new day, everyday..

2008-10-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

K ages since i last updated.. With requests from friends to link. Haha sorry! Been busy! Well, many things happened for the duration i have been gone.. Well, firstly i think i have a really sucky background now, and that i have completely no clue as to how to set the background. Secondly, i missed like 2 trainings! DAmn! I feel so guilty and lost without paddling.. There is no other place i'd rather be than paddling with my team mates at LSR. I miss the water, and the stupid speed boat wash and undercurrent.. Hmmm i have a problem with my ass, like literally! my ass keeps slipping when i'm in the boat paddling with kenneth! Maybe its my tights! Mmmm.... I feel free-er now. Now that i have the space to push, and also to make the turn of all the events that have happened. Perhaps maybe sometimes i can be really stupid and fickle, There's gna be training later and its raining.. Sian.. I want to run! Need to burn fats! So that kenneth won't be suffering so much! Lol.. Sorry kenneth! (Hmm this makes me think of the boys-town flag day sticker thingy, like"he aint heavy, he's my brother -.-) some random photos anyway..
It just feels better to fly high. k chaozs..

Hehehe....

2008-09-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

OKAYYYYYY..... Went to watch wall - E on saturday like finally!.. Lol. Wasn't feeling well then but when i watched the movie, i was feeling better! Hmm... Training.. I missed training. Missed the feeling of the boat slicing through the water... Missed the time when i chionged with kenneth my k2 partner.. Wth. I feel quite disappointed with today's training. I thought i could do better... It was quite bad compared to the rest of the trainings cos of the speed boat.. Stupid speed boat, how i wish the speed boat explodes. Then that way there wont be any wash.. Me and ken literally cut through the speed boat's wash today. Like the wash was damn strong la! I could hear Yong Ann telling me and ken not to stop, and just ride through the wash.. MMmmmmmm I liked the sushi ytd! :D Only u will know! K my blog skin kinda sucks right now,... but thats only because my blog is under a make over.. So yea bear with it.. For now it'll just be white background. :D
K Slacking at Starbucks now.. Didnt have work today.. Damn sian la... Cat sleeping like a pig now...
Kk thats all for now.. BYee... _._

For your eyes only.. Lol"

2008-09-08T10:04:00.000+08:00

K.. So i now know why my performance was quite bad. Mental break down.. Yupp.. Endurance is the key.. Beating yourself is the main aim. If you beat yourself each time, you improve.. No one can tell you that it is impossible. No one can determine your altitude. How high you are depends on how high you want to climb, and also how badly you want it.

(will update more later...)

Disappearance..

2008-09-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

Throughout this entire week, i think i have at least learnt something. 1st, my performance sucks.. 2nd, i think i have gotten a cold.. My nose just wouldn't stop running.. Hmmm... Main point is, i think that these 2 are linked la.. If not i don't see why i would not be performing.. K a picture of me buried in the sand.. By kwan and yudi...

i seriously need a hair cut...
Me rambles!

To think of what could happen,
to think of what could have been.
I never did take a closer look,
to see you just by me..
and it don't take long for me to realise,
that you may be the one,
that u're the want i want to be with,
to be eternally yours..

Seriously moodless

2008-08-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

Don't have a decent mood now.. I'm sitting down in the room, and just staring into blank space. Trying to think, but nothing seems to be coming up. What can i do? nothing.. Hmmm.. K i went Sentosa with Kwan, Yudi, Yusri, Cat, Gary, michelle, and more. Pictures will be uploaded soon, and also that i hope i'll feel better in the morning.. Toodle..

Stranger..

2008-08-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ever felt that someone who is so near, feels so far? Things with Icg are not going anywhere. Like it has plateau-ed. I must be going mad in some way, just that i don't know how..

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.

Plain and simple..

2008-08-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it may not be the best of times to pour out emotions,
but when all else fails, what is one supposed to do?

If we are given a chance to renew ourselves, Do we hesitate?
Sadly, we live in an all so fucking materialistic world,
which of course, the first impression always matters.
Well one would think, what should i do then right?
Honestly speaking, there is nothing much a person can do,
except to try to better themselves in any way that they can.

There are so many people in this world, why me?
All i can think of right now is ... ... ...
Yes, for those who know me, yes its what u think it is.

Stop hitting yourself, Stop hitting yourself, Stop hitting yourself, Why are you still hitting yourself?

2008-08-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

K. I'm not sure why i'm writing this post, perhaps just to pour out the stuff that are bothering me, like an extra table to sort out things. Hmmm.. Well i guess what Kwan said was true, It doesn't pay to go all in if the cards are not dealt well to you. Hmmm.. There's so much more unsolved, The rest is still a mystery.

Just be here near to me,
So i can feel your touch,
And your sweet smile,
is just heaven to me.

The gaze, the confusion,
the little things that you do,
mean so much than
anything...

Nostalgia..

2008-08-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

OK!
It's been quite awhile since i joined canoe.. And so i would say the training has helped me in slimming down alot! From t2, to t1, to k2, to k1! WOOTS!

K today's training is interesting. We paddled 5 rounds of the big round and end up all wna die liao.. Haha then after the 5 rounds was pull ups and squats... We did squats instead of push ups after every set.. So a little different for today. Then here comes the interesting part.. Coach let us try going down in K boats! LOl.. Shld have taken pictures! Capping frenzy i tell u..

And i seriously need to lose weight!

Pre end of semester blues/hype..

2008-08-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

Whee! With the end of the semester approaching, We are moving into sem break!
Which means more trainings! and the best part, them being in the morning! woohoo! K my aim now is to set up my maintenance strokes. I need it so that i can paddle! Haha.. Thats all..

It was a dream,
A very horrid dream,
Where all was dark and despair.

And i see you sitting there, all by yourself,
pondering over what seems to be the saddest thing ever,
Tell me, why the sad face?
why the tears?

I am here, if u see me,
I am here to share, and support,
If only you would see, and could feel
If only you could feel what i feel,
You know i would make it better.

So what are you waiting for?
Take that leap with me,
And i could show what i meant,
till the day we're at euphoria,
I would be waiting there,
by the empty seat,
Next to you...
-Random/Anonymous...

Whee!

2008-07-14T12:42:00.000+08:00

Honestly, it has been a really great Saturday! K, we decided to go to Sentosa since there was no training. At 1st, we wanted to run 10k to train for the NIKE human race 10k+ but ended up playing instead! well here are some pictures ...

Nic carrying wilson..

Those who went.. :)
Random!

Oh yes.. There is NO training! Feels weird without training on saturday and sunday.. Plus, training will only resume on wednesday!

Okay.. We had fun Yesterday even though there were 11 people. Had to do really awkward forfeits! Some of which are kinda gross(thnx to melvin!). So i'm planning to workout everyday at the gym.. Gotta burn the burgers off.

i dont know if u feel it, but i do mean it and there's no doubt in what i'm doing.. Is there no more place for anyone in your heart? Sincerity is only valid in the mouth of people who really meant it, so dont write me off just yet..

Okay!

2008-07-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

So! It has been a long time since i last updated... I mean dont get me wrong, i'm not the drama-mama kind of person so i only update when i feel there's something worth blogging. So here goes, it has been training after training for two weeks now.. I'm living the Canoe life! Okay so i got scolded for wearing slippers to school today, and i totally deserved it.. Okay i still feel alittle sore from it till now. I can say that i'm rather happy with how things are going for training. Been self training with Kwan and the rest, thanks man! you know i got ur back too!

Yes, time to move on to another topic, K! the new addition to the team! Christina! Lol, well she's Cat's friend and she looks kinda "i dont know how to describe her because i just cant find the word to"! Lol.. Interesting if u ask me, the way she calls people then stares at them blankly.. So blur! haha...

Sian, nothing else to update now.. So gna get sleep!
Peace...

1ST GYM TRAINING!

2008-06-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

Okay, so gym training today was really good, in a sense that it was physically challenging... Haha some of the others had to leave for cypher leadership camp so they unded up not doing the abs exercises... Hmm.. Excited about water training tmr. COACH will be DOWN! okok gna catch some ZZZs now.. WOOTS!

Land Training!

2008-05-28T11:29:00.000+08:00

Haha Land training for the first time felt great! It feels like i can still "tahan" more of the training! WooT! and the captain says that we really bonded during the ''TAU HUI'' session.. :) Well i hope i will be able to continue on "tahan-ing" CANOE training! YAY!

Republicanoe!
SAH! SAH! SAH!
OH YEA?
HOO AH!

Nadeerah says HELOO!!!!
*updated in a hurry, will update more later*

New template.

2008-05-19T12:38:00.000+08:00

K i changed to a new template and added a media box.. :)

Am i suffering?

2008-05-11T04:00:00.000+08:00

Well just to bring a matter up, I think i'm going to start training everyday from monday onwards. And its no fat and oily stuff for me. Let me express my wish to stay in canoe. I really want to stay in canoe not because of anything else except of love for the sport. I know people are not reading my blog, and it doesnt matter because in the end, it doesnt make much difference. I certainly hope that i can stay in canoe and that i wont get kicked out just because of my size and weight and how bloody weak i am now. Well its gna be training everyday for me till i lose my belly. Should see me running around school if i'm not wrong.. nights...

Sport's camp 2008

2008-05-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

Helloo.. So i just came back from sport's camp, and i have this tan which i am rather happy with( i hope the skin doesnt peel)! Well about the camp, i would say, it cannot be compared to cypher camp! Cypher camp is so much more loads of fun compared to sport's camp! So what do u call a sport's camp that does not have sports? Answer? A camp... Zzz.. Ironic huh? Well i've been MIA for awhile now and i'm sure i'm gna post more soon cos training's gna start.( Funny how more work gets me blogging huh..) Haha i rmb there was this guy whom everyone's not happy with because he was rather guai lan.. and during water bomb game, everybody aimed him.. Lol Tau poks were also directed at him.. OWNING AHHHH!!! Food was okay i guess, i'm not really picky about food (but the vegetarian really sucked though).. :) There was also alot of rubbish time, or IMO time that can be used to do something else like maybe play soccer or volleyball. I didnt really like the games played during the camp but i guess out of Sport'smanship i played along.. Lol.. Still can remember very clearly how Ping Wen said the bus driver and small boy joke.. Real cocksters! Oh and there was muthu curry also.. Now there's also Muthu IG, haha Started by nicholas.. Well i kinda got closer to the group of ppl from cypher i guess. Now that i'm talking to them more, I've finally crawled out of my shell. Like turtle... There was also dai di at night and during the free time. I personally feel that this camp had not that many activities as cypher camp. Oh well, Cypher has their own style of organizing camps which is so much better than any other club... =) and of course the day ended (without lunch sadly..) and we all decided on watching a movie.. So the 27 of us went to causeway point to eat at banquet. We watched Ironman which was cool ( the way he flew) and ended up without seats! Me and han hui had to find our own seats way in front! Well i'm tired from all this talking\typing\thinking. I'm looking forward to training on tuesday and also to saturday and sunday's water training! WOOT! Canoe rocks! Nights all!

Team Republic!

2008-04-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

Today's topic is so boring.. RP= repeated presentations? haha Everyday is a new presentation. By the end of my 3 years in rp, i'm sure my presentation skills will be damn good.. Haha Practice everyday. Practice makes perfecct.. Cant wait to start canoe training. Want to lose weight so badly.

Hello!!! I'm BACK!!!

2008-04-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

Well, the whole of the end of February and the start of April was a BLAAST!! I had 2 orientation camps! One of them the CYPHER CAMP!!! and the other the FOP(Freshman orientation camp)!

K i'll talk on the 1st one 1st CYPHER CAMP!!

Haha the cypher camp was a great camp, nothing like i've ever experienced before! The 1st day we were pretty cold towards each other in the team, But by the second day, we were going crazy! doing all sorts of stuff! WOOT!!

HiHi! Haha Tomorrow is the day!!!!

2008-03-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so excited about getting my new lappy! I know no one really visits my blog.. Haha Oh well.. I'll just blog for the fun of it then. New Lappy!!! Haha can't wait.... I'm gna go to malaysia real soon, like tmr night? Yea.. Well at least its something i have to occupy me for the week.. And not to mention the deadline for the rosary presentation on friday.. Wargh!! Die la everything's coming so fast. Easter's like next next week... Fast..

2008-03-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

HiHi!!

I will be going to malaysia on the 10th of march to GENTING HIGHLANDS! This much needed holiday would allow me to stretch my legs and get out of the country!! HAHA it's not that i hate Singapore or what but i just feel , getting out of town would be such a relief from the everyday Singaporean life.. In any case, I would still be able to log on there to blog abt what i've done there! HAHA Genting Highlands has been a long time favourite haunt for me and my family. But the Stuff there is so EX!!! Like a caramel frap at starbucks there costs abt RM 11++ Geeze... Well I'm glad i'm not the one paying for this holiday, cos i would probably have gone broke! I dont know how to upload photos yet but if anyone can teach me pls tag me.. I hope i'll get a cam to bring along so that i can take as many photos as i want!! Haha.. After the holiday, would be my polytechnic course enrolment.. Thats when i get my LAPPY!!!! YEA!!!!! I'm so excited abt the whole of march.. A new begining and walks through the past.. Cool ! (btw i dont think that made sense) BUT anyway, i know i'm gna enjoy myself there!! How nice it would be to have my girlfriend up there with me.. But too bad i dont have one now.. Interested parties can contact me.. HAHA Kidding!! Alright.. Thats all for now. Next update would be before i go off to Malaysia.. K! Auf Wiedersehen! Bis bald! (which means good bye and see you soon respectively in german)

2008-02-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

APOLOGIES....

Hi all!! Sorry for the long absence in blog entries... Haha didnt have anything to blog abt..
But today, i found this damn pro guy on youtube doing drum covers on songs like "the great escape" by boys like girls, "face down' by RJA(red jumpsuit apparatus), "believe me" by fort minor... Haha I'm so excited!! I'm gna go to poly, and finally! a LAPTOP!!!! YAY!! Well, i hope i get a decent one cos the com i'm using to blog right now sucks... :) I think i'm gna join at least one IG in rp... haha Blah blah blah.. All i'm saying is that i hope to make new friends there.. sheesh.. I'm talking rubbish alrd. I guess i'm in my semi sleepy mood... Brain not functioning properly... Error.. Error... Error... Error... Error... Error... Error... Error... haha.. NIGHTS!! :)

2008-02-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!

Hello again! Today was a nice day..
Nice because i got my posting results! It wasn't what i expected but in any case, i'm in a poly !!!
The course is a diploma in Business Applications @ Republic Poly.. I really hoped that i would get into SP cos of the distance but oh wells, RP would do fine too.... I hope to meet new friends there, well you see, my social circle is not really big at all... Travelling to RP would be such a DRAG!!! Imagine how early in the morning i would have to wake up just to go to school!! In any case, I'm rather excited about getting into poly... Late nights and hot chocolate go really well!! Oh ya that reminds me, just ran out of hot chocolate... Okay.. ENOUGH SAID.... Games time.. This time of the night, u must be thinking (U ARE KIDDING RIGHT!!!) , Well ya kinda.. Gna hit the gym tmr.. HAHA Exercise....... Peace.....

2008-02-18T19:30:00.001+08:00

Monday Blues....

Hi again! Today was a nice day inspite of the fact that there was work! I worked with Kian Boon, Xiao Tong, Reika and Shermaine today, a few of the people whom i like working with very much! Natasha came too! But she was going to start at 6... :( (too bad couldn't work with her...) Haha.. Had a rather expensive bowl of noodles from crystal jade... Shouldn't spend so much i know... :p Oh well all in a day's cash...

2008-02-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sunday! A day of rest? Not quite....

Today was a tiring day... There was the easter card to the pope in the morning, mass at 10.30 and BSC youth meeting after lunch. The cheese sausages were nice though.. Had to wake up at 7am today to make it for the selling so i was bloody tired, "almost" slept during sermont Shh...
Well, overall the sales for today were quite good considering the fact that we didnt do this before. Haha, Angelina was up to her usual antics as expected, but it was simply to early in the morning.. Well that's pretty much what happened today, so i'm hoping tomorrow would go pass quickly even though i have work, so that the POSTING RESULTS will come out... Can't wait, and at the same time i'm worried i won't get into poly :( all i can do now is pray but i have not done that yet OOPS! I'll post real soon again... Haha Good night everyone!!

Welcome!!!!

2008-02-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

This is the first post on this new blog! Well it's 2008 now and since the whole 06' and '07 is gone, might as well get a new blog! I'm looking forward to a whole new year although there will be the usual hic ups here and there... WHOOPIES!!!